Self-reflection

I want to be Free
I can't seem to accept myself
Want to be at peace

A great and infinite sadness;
A feeling, non-tangible
One cannot hold

You’ve known it...

My mind ponders what to resolve

A long abandoned friend that I should call

Perhaps a habit...

I crawled through cities

From a very young age

So filled with fire

and desperately...

People ask me

what I'm mixed with

like I'm supposed to reach into the tapestry of my...

Monotonous poses,

Truly mundane.

Seeking acceptance,

just refrain.

...

I apologize again. For mistakes I never repeat. For mistakes that haunt my every step and cause rot under...

I have clung too tightly to existences buried in my sleep

I have touched the soft lips of a Sunday...

(For my Mother-In-Law Cheryl)
Strength comes through in all sorts of ways,
it shows you just...

If you suffer from depression,
I know how to end your emotional recession,
It comes from...

H

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
She dies inside till she combusts
In a show of colourful bright...

My heart is beating,

Against my chest.

I want to walk away but I keep going,
Head...

Within me rages a devouring fire that melts my soul to liquid Amber

Nourishing my veins with molten...

When the shit hits the fan
and I'm riddled with doubt
Smoking eases the stress
but it'...

Lord, I don't want to start my life journey

By repeating these tales of woe

You have given...

I didn't know how it would all go...

I didn't know if I had the chance...

The chance to see...