Self-reflection

Finding me

By

Jude Kyrie

When you look at me my love
What do you really see...

I need to go new places.

Know where my space is.

See a mixture of races.

Feel a...

How did this all start?

Why are we all here?

Could there be a link somewhere out there?...

Something I think is strange and do not understand

The emotions behind emasculation for a man....

I wake to the sound of a neighbour cleaning

Too early for the noise of some mindless task

...

I see her across the way, pretty as can be.

In splendour she does play, but never once with me....

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I wish i wish i was beautiful and
I wish i was tall.

I...

I want to be Free
I can't seem to accept myself
Want to be at peace

A great and infinite sadness;
A feeling, non-tangible
One cannot hold

You’ve known it...

My mind ponders what to resolve

A long abandoned friend that I should call

Perhaps a habit...

I crawled through cities

From a very young age

So filled with fire

and desperately...

People ask me

what I'm mixed with

like I'm supposed to reach into the tapestry of my...

Monotonous poses,

Truly mundane.

Seeking acceptance,

just refrain.

...

I apologize again. For mistakes I never repeat. For mistakes that haunt my every step and cause rot under...

I have clung too tightly to existences buried in my sleep

I have touched the soft lips of a Sunday...

(For my Mother-In-Law Cheryl)
Strength comes through in all sorts of ways,
it shows you just...

If you suffer from depression,
I know how to end your emotional recession,
It comes from...