Self-reflection

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Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
She dies inside till she combusts
In a show of colourful bright...

My heart is beating,

Against my chest.

I want to walk away but I keep going,
Head...

Within me rages a devouring fire that melts my soul to liquid Amber

Nourishing my veins with molten...

When the shit hits the fan
and I'm riddled with doubt
Smoking eases the stress
but it'...

Lord, I don't want to start my life journey

By repeating these tales of woe

You have given...

I didn't know how it would all go...

I didn't know if I had the chance...

The chance to see...

Is this life my own?

Am I looking in or looking out?

Can I be a clone of a clone?

...

Self Acceptance

After you left me
I know it was my fault
the drinking the depression...

Into the great unknown...

Within my silent soul...

It isn't in what can be seen...

...

It is the exhaustion

The exhaustion you feel after a full nights sleep

and the nights when...

Looking inside yourself is no easy task
things found there aren't too nice
but you can't...

My body is not a cage.
My body is not something you can have.
I am not an inanimate object...

Crimson red fills the bowl and I think I'm going to be sick.
With every thing spinning so fast I...

Love them when they are broken,
Love them when they are whole,
Love them for their mind,...

Your touch
Upon me usually warms the soul,
My mouth for now
Remains frozen and your...

I try to silence them
By keeping busy
Running around in circles
getting pretty dizzy...