Suicide

Pete you're a piece of shit
You're a disappointment
Out of everyone its you I hate
...

Sometimes,
I wish I was sad again.
But not like actually sad.
I spent too long
...

She meant everything to me
But she felt like a
Nobody

She was loved by me
But...

The bridge is never ending and the steps taken slow
Each footfall a testament to the desire to throw...

He was kind hearted
But was always abandoned
He tried his best to handle
Bad things...

I thought love was supose to stay
And be the light of day
You were supose to love me
...

Because I could not drown for suicide,
It did kindly drown for me.
Suicide, suicide, every...

The gun in the drawer should have been on safety
It should have felt like protection.

The...

2076 KEEPS STEALING MY PAST
ive laid upon this borrowed altar so many counted years
but this...

Across the depth,
Across this sanctuary,
my steps in kidnap, sink amongst the changing...

Though done under cover
The ripples gave it away
Though in the dark accomplished
The...

Nobody saw her valiantly fighting
Bravely struggling with pain for years
She just couldn't...

In darkness I seem to wonder
With no one to lead the way
I seem in a constant fumble
...

A jumpscare at 3pm in the afternoon
hits me in the gut like you used to.
My heart...

I know what I am capable of
I just want to love
Myself
As I pull a book off the...

I want
To hold the knife
I want
to come to life
I want
To leave a slice...