Nothing is promised.

  "Nothing is promised", is what marked your skin and your'e right...its true.This whole time i was a LIE and you hid the TRUTH. I never felt so used, so naked to the world. You never loved me, you loved what i HAD. Or maybe at point you did but you sat in silent and hid,in that damn chair smoking a cigg. You picked me out like a bug looking for a nest,and then you inserted your poison when you layed me down in your bed, because you made me believe it was love. How dare you look me in the eyes and LIE! You had me 1st and then you had her,but you were mine 1ST! I felt like dying, and i just wanted to lay in a hearse. You used me like toilet paper and then flushed me down the drain,and i sat their crying in pain.Yes you used me like a little girl trying to find closure who failed to know her Dad. 

You told her i was NOTHING, that i was ill,and that i was CRAZY. Yes you told her my deepest secrets from all my lonely nights,and my echoed cries. You told her that i used to want to always die,that i was dyslexic and that i could never meet you eye to eye. Those were my secrets that you twisted into LIES.

Yes you told her i was nothing,but you kept me like an endless story, and then when it got to the good part?-Heres the part where you break down to say "sorry".You always made love to me......then went home to lay on her bed. Thats what kills me,and im dead. Maybe im crazy,and ill because i need alcohol now to numb the pain. Flashbacks of just me and you, and the times you dared to look me in the eyes and say "I LOVE YOU TOO".You said you loved poetry, and that you like to write too..Well heres your poem i hope that you listen too it good,and re-read every line,and i hope to God that im understood........................................................................................."Nothing is Promised".