Abandoned

Reckless abandonment
I taught you well
To blanch my wanting heart
Into the fires of...

The languished heart
Left derelict within the bosom of an open wound
Tears entombed
...

The spirit of Boyce Brandon Harris
(mine papa) awoke
vested gentry coutured raiment
...

Around high noon
today March 19th, 2021
fecal impaction I did plaintively croon
until...

I loved you from the bottom of my heart but you took it and left me in darkness and despair in the abyss...

Today I cried but not as much as yesterday.

I looked for you in the same places we've been...

In amidst the land of loneliness upon the calling of the night

As one is lying wide awake from...

Oh my heart still remembers
The way she looked that fine. Day
Between a child and a woman she...

It's an illusion, the great power from above,
look out of your window - do you see some love?...

Oh Dear Parent,
If you only would have been what you were supposed to be. Then maybe I could have...

Can you not hear beyond that whistling wind when I am calling out your name ?

You rushed away in a...

will you stay, i ask
as you get up to leave
i keep begging on my knees
but you don't...

Especially during past session
on May eighth
two thousand twenty one
between the hours...

There they lie covered in snow

Cold as ice tho none of them will know

As they rest in...

Unspecified number of hours spent
yesterday March 6th, 2021
reading (cover to cover)...

to anonymous readers March 6th, 2021
(blustery and chilly Saturday)
reminiscing about mien...

I think I am
alone
now

Not too many
of us
left

When "Being Me...