Absence

How the Water falls,
entrancing and deep marine,
Like the flow of light and dark,
as...

Every day,
I imagine what It would be like, to be with you,
In my heart,
A picture of...

Is it a deafening roar?
the sound of my fear?
Can everyone hear
the uncertainty in my...

Bleak existence portrayed,
nonetheless this (baby
boomer) hybrid dreamer
oft times...

Make my mind see the light
I ain’t talking about some paradise
Just hold my hand a little...

I try to hide it
I succeed
I fake a smile
You ignore what I desperately need

I...

Grandma Joan,

I know you're up there
You can stop hiding
This is a message to you in...

Whatever happened to that bus shelter from years gone by
Holds so many memories for me I'm not...

I seem as though I’m awake, going through all the motions
Acting as if I’m not dying inside,...

Day 1:
I saw a lake hidden behind the mountains
that was the colour of your eyes-
so...

I recall father, (now behold
at near ninety years old - maintains stronghold
on life, cuz...

I End this to begin
the toxin,was the ripple of oxygen in her skin.
Chemicals that pierced...

I’m sorry to you mum and my late and great dad,
For any anguish,
Torment or even mental pain...

I sit on my porch
I wait for the roar
The roar of the red jeep
And boots on the floor...

Tony feels like integrating,
For many years he has been irritated.
Sick and tired of watching...

Unbeknownst to me if royal
gilded crests comprised
my rusty dust caked coat of arms
...

why?
in the hour of my need,
do people close to me crumble and leave?
some stay but...