Addiction

For one month, I've been smoke free.
31 days ago, I put smoking behind me.
God and the...

"Baby, put the bottle down,"
The disappointment cracks his voice.
"Do you really need another...

I’ve been addicted to a feeling for a long time.
I need to live outside that feeling from the inside...

Pushing luck
And ignorance
Right to the hilt...

I hide my wifes empty bottle...

The alcoholic drink he drank was heavenly to his lips
He was hallucinating on drugs and was on one...

"I am slowly calming down,
I lost my serenity,
but it is close to being found,
again...

"I got cut off at the meeting,
I'm completely enraged,
by a staff member.

She doesn't...

"After all of this using,
is now said and done,
I realize I've just been filling the hole,...

The malaise of reality
spins his vision without mercy
The bar is where he hurries to buy...

Aye sandman, I surrender to yar supreme governance
surreal spectacular soiree gifts subconscious...

"I've been in such a deep seeded denial,
for so many years,
drinking and smoking away,...

"I'm waking up more everyday,
aside from my sleep paralysis screams,
when I open my eyes,...

"For days I have been mourning,
my drug of choice,
even entertaining in my brain,
it's...

You always see him when you sleep.
He is quiet, slithering,
a grim reaper hanging over your...

Your smile is warm like a summers day but your heart is cold like a winters night. Wrapped up in your arms...

I feel like I'm dying from these drugs I've injected.
I can go in either arm, left or right I'm...

An incurable life threatening disease.
It mocks me.
I reach out to the divine it sabotages my...