Addiction

"I've sat so quietly,
so many times at the end of my rope,
thinking to myself,
I am...

"You're the woman,
who brought me,
my closest friend in fact,
and one thing is for...

I'm in love...

But this bitch has got to go
She lubricates the rhyme
And the rusted...

"I'm finding in this unfamiliar terrain,
I have real friends in this place,
to help shoulder...

"Don't ever think you have this disease beat,
or it will knock you right out from under your feet,...

Waves, riding high,
Every falling raindrop,
An ocean of suicide,
The breaking ores,...

"For several years,
I have been researching human misery and despair,
without worry for...

"I am downright disgusted,
at the monster I became,
abusing drugs,
and being...

Static charge of lightening
Senses heightening
Real risk of danger close
Tolerance...

"I am slowly,
dismantling my brain,
to find in it,
the start of this pain,
that...

"In my blurry past,
I developed a mask,
to apply securely to my face,
for every single...

"This is no longer a guessing game,
I know now why it was to this place I came,
to find...

In a bag was a gram
And in a can was life

Convicted and serving,
Dying, and starving...

Well the latest fad that I enjoy
Tho it’s only a little game
It’s called ‘Coinmaster’...

Son,
Through my endless tears I watched my tired heart shatter into millions of dusty pieces filled...

bullied belittled put down
blamed for the lot
even blamed for how its aged, that's genetics...