Alienation

Alone within emotional wilderness
(mine) biding leisure time
January 19th, 2020
...

The outside world thought him strange and funny
The London bus drivers knew him simply as Sunny...

As the darkness sores upon my cold beating heart,
And the sudden feel of fear tears me apart,...

I’m self diagnosed
By the best doctor I know
I’m a mechanic on the way to rebuild my persona...

I surmise yours truly i.e. me
a slacker boomer - ye,
whereby repose finds me
face...

I looked outward from the peeling motel window,
the owner walked around with creased khakis
...

My brain is wired a little different than most..
I have a condition that allows me to be free....

BANG ! BANG !

Did you hear that?
The echoes of gunshots through the empty school halls...

A cone-shaped body with a lizard-like head,
That is what Zoth-Ommog is.
Thick serpent-like...

Hit me!! HIT ME!!
Harder!! HARDER!!
Punch me!! Push me!!
Slap me!! Hurt me!!
...

Light came through my window and holy it shone
I awoke from death dreams and was gone
...

Brussel sprout fingers
with a Sauerkraut cauliflower brain
the fluffy spors of a SmartPrice...

Oh Sun!

To my surprise you turned down
The promises you made
You made me fool
...

Ask me what I’m doing with my life, what is the plan. I dont know what im having for dinner tonight....

Existential crisis ensued,
hence the following
I attempt to relate
forewarning the...

Upon waiting for vehicular repair
today November 19th, 2019 at:
CJ'S TIRE & AUTOMOTIVE...

I stand on the fringe
Watching
Wishing I could play

I am not like the other boys...