Alienation

I surmise yours truly i.e. me
a slacker boomer - ye,
whereby repose finds me
face...

I looked outward from the peeling motel window,
the owner walked around with creased khakis
...

My brain is wired a little different than most..
I have a condition that allows me to be free....

BANG ! BANG !

Did you hear that?
The echoes of gunshots through the empty school halls...

A cone-shaped body with a lizard-like head,
That is what Zoth-Ommog is.
Thick serpent-like...

Hit me!! HIT ME!!
Harder!! HARDER!!
Punch me!! Push me!!
Slap me!! Hurt me!!
...

Light came through my window and holy it shone
I awoke from death dreams and was gone
...

Brussel sprout fingers
with a Sauerkraut cauliflower brain
the fluffy spors of a SmartPrice...

Oh Sun!

To my surprise you turned down
The promises you made
You made me fool
...

Ask me what I’m doing with my life, what is the plan. I dont know what im having for dinner tonight....

Existential crisis ensued,
hence the following
I attempt to relate
forewarning the...

Upon waiting for vehicular repair
today November 19th, 2019 at:
CJ'S TIRE & AUTOMOTIVE...

I stand on the fringe
Watching
Wishing I could play

I am not like the other boys...

Haunted pavilions
Surrounded by my misery
Into darkness goes my
Hope
Crushing...

Looking into
your eyes
Is like staring
Into a window
where a homicide
...

I wanna scream
I wanna scream
Pain is coursing through me in the extreme
Can’t really...