Alone

You were my everything.
I saw you in everything.
You were the reason behind it all.
...

Oh Sun!

To my surprise you turned down
The promises you made
You made me fool
...

I am floating at the very end of your kingsize bed every single night as you toss and turn your weary head...

One word to stop these tears from falling
One word remains unspoken
Creating a river of tears...

I woke to the sound of my alarm clock on March 11th
It it was my father's birthday...
I haven...

Regarding inconsolable screaming infant
christened Matthew Scott Harris woke
eureka insight...

sat wanting the feelings to just go away because they make my feel unworthy
Yet to others I’m sat...

How long can I stand in the mirror
Where I've been is clearer
Stuck drowning in my own...

Seldom light cracks my day,
Pilfered shards of me remain,
Scattered midst self dissaray,...

It is as if my body is weeping
but no tears are falling now
is it because this pain
is...

When I want to cry
it is as if
my body knows
you are not crying over me

Let me go
where lovers cannot scream
lovers disappear as the morning kills the dream
...

The word chronic echoes through my insides, electric vibrations from each interior wall.. loud and...

When I stare into the crowd
I feel a pain so low
The uselessness I carry
Keeps me away...

That girl in the hood
Giving her all to the boys who are no good
That girl with low self...

As my family gather around me
I feel their whispers of insecurity
Thoughts of past events...

As a child it appeared to be all going well
As far as I could tell
Food on the table,...