Confession

All my life i've stood back, never trying,

never pushing, always waiting, letting fate decide....

Please, let me be here, alone,

Staring at the emptiness of this room,

Hoping this vacuity...

it was always you,

at 3am when the weight of the world got to much,

you were the midnight...

Climb into this bed
Let me climb between ur legs girl
Nothing needs to be said
Let me...

-Trapped in the depths of my mind
-time has no meaning
-like time stopped at dawn...

You chill me out and help me sleep when I've been up all weekend and had nothing to eat

It's my...

I'm NOT what you expected, NOT who you dreamed.

For the person I am, is a vision of ME.

I...

I am a sad page

full of pain

no pleasure

tears rain I

regret the choices I...

Dearest thee Almighty
God please tell me; have I literally
Lost me? I beg for your...

When i was 15 i was diagnosed with a disorder known as "schizoaffective".

Basically what that means...

I

climbed down from the treetops

and began eating mushrooms

from inside the waste...

shameless

whistle in the teeth

silver fickle heat

thunder

ice put on the...

This is no game make sure you know that
for if he gets you that is that.
This devil will...

Can one survive on coffee and coffee alone?
Secrets are shared, coffee; the keystone.
Coffee...

When I have nothing left to gain, I find redemption in the flames. Death is such a warm embrace, a shadow...

A plungers last push down to the last drip.

Replaced with words flowed from a pens tip.

...

within her mind
the chaos of the storm
continued to blow
unspoken thoughts
so...