Confession

I'm NOT what you expected, NOT who you dreamed.

For the person I am, is a vision of ME.

I...

I am a sad page

full of pain

no pleasure

tears rain I

regret the choices I...

Dearest thee Almighty
God please tell me; have I literally
Lost me? I beg for your...

When i was 15 i was diagnosed with a disorder known as "schizoaffective".

Basically what that means...

I

climbed down from the treetops

and began eating mushrooms

from inside the waste...

shameless

whistle in the teeth

silver fickle heat

thunder

ice put on the...

This is no game make sure you know that
for if he gets you that is that.
This devil will...

Can one survive on coffee and coffee alone?
Secrets are shared, coffee; the keystone.
Coffee...

When I have nothing left to gain, I find redemption in the flames. Death is such a warm embrace, a shadow...

A plungers last push down to the last drip.

Replaced with words flowed from a pens tip.

...

within her mind
the chaos of the storm
continued to blow
unspoken thoughts
so...

I just got myself
back on the shore...
My heart pounding
my body is sore.

Just...

Unlocked notions in prayer
Transgressions all lay bare
A hazy puff of smoke
Vaporous...

I wish I could blame you
But I'll never hate you
Since I never had you
I don't have...

You said you had problems
and you bottled those problems up
you couldn't handle me
...

Have vices a lot, many shortcomings too big and small
Even my nature is eclipsed by my quirks,...

A MILLIONS THOUGHTS AND IN EVERY THOUGHT ITS YOU.

A MILLION PROBLEMS AND IN EVERY PROBLEM ITS YOU...