Confession

within her mind
the chaos of the storm
continued to blow
unspoken thoughts
so...

I just got myself
back on the shore...
My heart pounding
my body is sore.

Just...

Unlocked notions in prayer
Transgressions all lay bare
A hazy puff of smoke
Vaporous...

I wish I could blame you
But I'll never hate you
Since I never had you
I don't have...

You said you had problems
and you bottled those problems up
you couldn't handle me
...

Have vices a lot, many shortcomings too big and small
Even my nature is eclipsed by my quirks,...

A MILLIONS THOUGHTS AND IN EVERY THOUGHT ITS YOU.

A MILLION PROBLEMS AND IN EVERY PROBLEM ITS YOU...

Love and Drugs will mess you up.
When you don't get them anymore your heart stops.
The only...

How did I get to my age?

With all the mistakes I've made.

My body had become it's own cage...

Subhuman experience

In the bloodied eyes of Aleppo

Cortizone needed

Anaesthetic...

I'm sad cause its Xmas and your Not coming Home.

I'm sad cause its Xmas and I'm crying all Alone...

Bring me back to life so I can fight for my right to live in the light

If I had known what I know...

And now it hits me harder than it has this entire week

I still think about you all the time...

nonsense

nonsensical

illogical

unsound

unjustifiable

...

muttering, stuttering
falling to the kitchen floor
shouting, screaming
it's only one...

I am nothing

I’ve been thrown from a dark womb to a dark room

To find light with mine eyes...

Her heart was cold breathless dead weight she carried around more than that chip on her shoulder. colder...