Darkness

The darkness begins to come upon me

Yet, i don't try to stop it

I wind up welcoming it...

I haven't felt happiness in a long time
The urge for pain goes down my spine
The anticipation...

I don't know who I am.

I don't know why I hide my pain.

I don't know why I'm ashamed....

Out my door into the world, this cruel dark place we must convince ourselves is worthy

A light...

She's lost inside
She doesn't know who she is
The feeling of sadness for too long
It...

The cold night of sight, forever wanting to be unseen

I lay to the right then the left, ever so...

I have destroyed planets

in your name.

Commited untold atrocites

without shame....

It's always the winter that does me in
That shuts me down
Keeps me in

In darkness I...

Life is towards darkness

What is left over even otherwise?

In this world of beauty!...

In the darkest times,
I find no comfort,
not from the light,
or even the darkness,...

i love you i do

i just want to say it was always you ,

your pretty smile it lifted me up...

What have you done to me you ask?

A smothering indistinctness of agony as feelings vanquish....

Around, all around, the dark memories gather.

My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against...

The opaque veil I hide behind doesn't let the light in,

I hide in the shadows because the light...

The words I can hardly say,
scramble to be heard,
screaming triumphantly into the darkness,...

I shut my eyes tight.

But even in the darkness,

I can still see the silhouette-

Of...

IT 's raining in the world today
The clouds of delusion have blocked out the light of truth

...