Deepthinking

It's Ironic to think how we begun,
Just a girl & a boy who had "some fun",
Who'd of...

Mama is broke has no money to spend
However she has love of her family and a best friend
...

Transcendent meditative
ascendance assuaged
deep sleep grogginess resultant
resounding...

I love it when I hear those rapping saying they had it hard
I write poetry but I know I am no bard...

What to do,
when your whole perception,
Is a tangled web,
of lies and deception....

Twisted up inside,
Full of burning fire,
Destroying a perfect smile,
Balancing,...

I had just opened my eyes.
Suddenly it had ahold of me. It was in my head,throwing aside my memories...

My brain
is a jumble,
one full of confusion
and hatred.

Darkness and despair...

Illusion - velvet blind - fingers trembling - melting ice at the door

Drifting underneath memories...

Eternity elapsed since
childhood's end (mine)
though an auld
lang whooshed soul...

I'm So Tired I Just Wanna Go To Bed
​​​​​​My Brain Is Full Thinking About So Much In My Head
...

My thoughts couldn't be further from the heavy cloud of chitchat surrounding me.

I habitually flick...

Lonely creeps into the night.
Relentless, ever more.
Hinders peace, dims the light,
...

The light of the death,
is my special breath
it is my neoteric life
and precious...

What if I told you that light was night and dark was day?
That we are being told to believe its not...

I think I need to see someone. Hoping if they have a cure for me. A cure for this undiagnosed unreadable...