Depression

Yesterday I saw a glimmer of light

But today it is dark

So dark that it consumes all that...

I haven't felt happiness in a long time
The urge for pain goes down my spine
The anticipation...

Emotions are their taboo

A lifeless life, a cold simmer of hate for every breath they take

...

IM STUCK IN A DAZE

I STAND WAITING FOR APPROVAL

WAITING FOR YOUR HOLY PRAISE

IM...

A little girl sits at her desk,

Average, but there's something

That the rest don't know....

Are we slaves in chains
Upon this earth dark
Wearing the mask
For tests each day come...

I have only tears for Philip Seymour Hoffman
Another victim of drug addiction
We are all...

Many days I seem to wonder

Why everyone's the lightning and I'm the thunder

I differ in...

I have lost every "friend"

I could just "end

Crying I fall alseep

Awakening...

It was the way she stared,
Into the distance,
Into the nothingness.

It was that...

skin embraces bone which and they begin to drink,

the blood flows through the vein like a straw,...

I've laughed, cried, and felt everything
I've promised to be someone else, anything else
But...

I know I'm smiling, but don't take it as for what it seems

'Cause the only time I'm happy is when I...

There is a pain inside for I can not hide.
I can no longer breathe.
There is a deep feeling...

I have been, broken, bruised, and bleeding

yet my heart keeps on beating.

The pain here...

~~I live
The smell of burning flesh
Speaking my name,
Bouncing the blame,
...

~~You want me to smile
With life in my eyes
But I’m dead
And I’m tired of lies
...