Depression

At 8 years old, sunsets upset me
because they meant the end of the day
put away your toys...

I remember a time when I wasn’t always forgotten,
When everyone always liked my presence and was...

I am three and I am shaking
Squeezing my eyes shut to the dust and the sun and the cold tile and...

The pain in my head is growing stronger
I try to fight it,
but my demons are stronger,...

Never fear old friend, dormancy is also transient,
same as your winter depression.

When the...

The way you stick in my head is haunting,
Part of me is still wrapped around you wanting.
I...

Lost

I’ve so many things wrong with me,
But don’t take this,
As me thinking...

You're a cruel one
murderer!
Cringing as the coward you are
How dare you make me your...

Look What We've Become.
So Scared of Living On! Why?
And Yet Even More Scared Giving Up or...

When I got thin in ninth grade
People congratulated me
They told me how great I looked...

Over the years,
I’ve had to conceal a lot,
Layer upon layer,
Cut after cut,
I’...

my pain runs wild like the currents of great river
swallowing anyone who dares obstructs is...

It’s easy for me to light up a spark
in someone else’s night
but I myself will keep being in...

Depression’s running through my veins
and all I can think of is everything that pains.

I can...

I know it’s wrong of me to fantasize about death,
but I can’t stop thinking about taking my last...

A mind awaits, to be cleansed,
In dream repetition, of constant inquest,
The prophecy filled...

They say a mother always knows,
A mother always knows what foods best nourish her child,
A...