Depression

Ah, don´t wear my pain like a necklace
Don´t mistake wails for music
You´re all so innocently...

Just Another Way Out

She was all made up
and such
a pretty fabrication ..
...

It's when I'm alone that I feel worst,
so I go to therapy.
And when I start talking is when I...

It’s been about 2 weeks since I’ve gotten any sleep
The nightmares, the pain, the terror, they cause...

Tasting the raven like liquorice,
Savour the depths of despair,
Look through the eye's of...

As the wind howls outside the window
It echos throughout my mind
These tortured thoughts I...

In the night it came
Through the door
Hidden in the wall, I am
More of my life, I wish...

Embrace the sorrow
The repeated suffering tomorrow

Let it envelop and eat you and paralyze...

The man was homeless now
And he walks around, limited to looking through the top of his brow...

I’m falling again.
Busy days and lonely nights are calling again.
I’m giving up again....

Living paycheck to paycheck barely making it to the next pay period. In debt up to my neck, maybe a knife...

None can see her light, for scars
None can pull her out the dark
None can sooth those...

playing russian roulette with that rope, pills and knife
thinking which is the quickest way to take...

If you can live without living
Can you die without dying?
I suppose they’re the same thing...

Whether it’s sadistic
or masochistic
My brain is parasitic
my greatest critic
...

Laughing and crying are one and the same to me
As living and dying are branches of the same tree...

The weary lift lead laden feet -
To creep woefully through broken sleep
Never to rest
...