Despair

Dear Lord, today, I'm at the bottom of despair

And this medical ignorance is keeping me here...

I'm over thinking ,over talking

But only to my self

I'm constantly mulling over ,the state...

" HERE IS MY EMPTY CUP OF CARE !
AS YOU MAY NOTICE, THAT IT IS BARE
AS I HAVE POURED IT ALL...

When I consider the lotic pain
My disease is causing me
My skin crawls
With the hurt...

(Ukulele intro)

(Chorus)
Your smile fades
Someday
I'll hold you just like I...

its the little things in life,

thats true,

im still alive,

who knew--

but...

Feeling nothing could be as it had been

After what I'd been exposed to and seen

Being in...

(a)
eenie meanie mynie mo
found myself a fancy ho!
face down ass up doncha know?...

dreary me

as the night stretches on

like a shadow cast on a wall

that grows with...

" YOU, ME...BED NOW !
MAKE ME SCREAM OUT...WOW
SHOW ME , YOUR EXPERT KNOW HOW
BEND ME...

He always starts at the top
Eager eyes always staring
At me below
For I'm his safety...

That black and white bird

Sings everywhere I go

I can see it perched on a wire

Just...

lo

i look upon this scorched earth,

barren and windswept,

and i think-

what...

So I sit and bleed across this stupid paper
Like a blind cretin, spilling his morning joe over...

Alone here in the dark, only sounds of my beating heart

Thats when the tears shall fall, this...