Grief

Phase 4-The Dirt

I feel myself sinking into a desolate lull

and wearily grasping for...

Oh how I cherish the night
When most others are asleep
Invisisble from those in light...

It's been 10 years already,
I miss you so much paw-paw
10 years without my grandfather...

It's been 2 months without you,
2 months without having my best friend,
I miss you grandma,...

You passed away so suddenly,
Just a few days before we were eating ice cream,
it's been over...

It's almost impossible to find the path through the rubble.
All that was familiar is blown up or...

It's almost impossible to find the path through the rubble.
All that was familiar is blown up or...

I got the call
It was his time to fly
But how can I possibly fit
A lifetime of love...

There are self help books on grief
Counseling if you prefer the personal touch
Support groups...

I hate that I can't watch you grow,play,laugh and run.
I hate that you had to leave before you could...

So many questions roll around
No peace in tormented mind
Shock , Grief
Sudden death ,...

Our last picture together
Though we never knew
Just over a week later
Broken hearted...

you wake up early, but
you find it hard to move your body
it is reluctant to get out of bed...

I held your hand on that pretty Sunday mid evening.

You talked and talked about the days when I was...

Everytime the sky opens up and lighting dances across the sky the world will feel your energy and know that...

The wound was washed with salt today
Caused the eyes to sting
Made the mind detest the light...

Till the day that you hurt me.
literally ripping out my heart.
I thought you were my best...