Heartache

I can't do this anymore
I can't do the back and forth
I can't do the respond then don't...

Do not think of him as winter
For he was summer born and
hated snow
Think of him thus...

oh, but we both felt in full
the anarchic free fall of love
suppressed clairvoyance
...

His shattered existence dwells in the chapter of void,
like a twisted game it seeks to cripple his...

The love that dare not speak it’s name, is how I might describe
The deep - set sadness of my heart...

I close my eyes and the flashback starts
To the first day we met
Back to the sound of the...

I held your hand on that pretty Sunday mid evening.

You talked and talked about the days when I was...

To miss you rips my heart to pieces.
To tatters.

Tears it into two.

Nothing to...

I won't text you
I wont wish you happy holidays
I won't ask how your day is going
or...

I'm melting across a page
Every word dramatic
As if presented on a stage
And i wish i...

These beats get
further and further
apart with this
bitter cold heart

Her...

My heart dances through a darkened pit of fire
For I’m losing family and friends as their clocks...

It is poetic in a sense…
The day I bought you home I placed you in your pet carrier with a fluffy...

my teeth hit the rope,
pulling death by the neck,
i am strangling,
feeling breathless...

On some nights, it is easy to forget you.
On others, I can't help but think about how warm you were...

I said Sorry last night as I cursed those starry skies
But I was reminiscing you with teardrops...