Hurting

Do you look at me,

And feel the rage of jealousy?

For I am the inspiration

You...

I live my life for reasons unknown

I live my life for reasons alone,

I pray and I hope...

I’ve never fought so hard in my life

Accusations to my left, to my right

Thinking about my...

I am mentally physically emotionally numb struck down by love forever burning in an internal Flame that can...

Teardrops crystallize on my lashes as I wander into the cold of night

Walking towards or from...

I hate to say this but I love you and I need you. And I know you want me back to. But you lied to me yeah...

“I love you,” he says
as his gaze turns away.
“I need you,” he says
and goes on his...

A MILLIONS THOUGHTS AND IN EVERY THOUGHT ITS YOU.

A MILLION PROBLEMS AND IN EVERY PROBLEM ITS YOU...

What do you do when for years you held so much back and now its lost?
Through sleepless nights to...

sleep is a tear soaked cloth
wiping traces of old love letters
in a bureau that I shall never...

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I seem to be aching from head to toe
Hour by hour the pain seems to grow
The weather is...

My little girl with hair of gold and eyes as green as grass
My little boy has hair of sand and hazel...

I put on my headphones and walk to the bus stop
Sara Bareilles sings about heartbreak in my ears...

I can't take another minute
But this shit
Seems to be infinite

I'd pull out my hair...

I spend most of my days these days in my imagination because outside of them it's so much pain....

...

How could you let it control you?
Things were fine in the beginning.
I could tell you...