Hurting

R ely on no one but myself

E xcuses made to suit yourself

S ad and solitary I remain...

Sitting in bed
watching yourself fade
life taking its course
still fighting each day...

why does pain
always have to hurt

its like a burning sensation

that never yearns...

The sky is bright, clouds are moving

They seem to be-moving in haste.

Men are falling...

She opens the curtain and puts on a show for those who watch.
A joyous performance, convincing...

Who is willing to listen?

Listen to a dead man’s dream

It would be awful and-

...

Pouring through my soul, relaxing my mind

Easing my pain, a glass at a time

Laying alone on...

i hung your wedding ring on our christmas tree

i felt it was the right thing to do,

i...

I’m missing you…deep.

My days have become gnarled and flayed.

I ball them up, take a new...

It is a work of art
Really beautiful
That of the heart
When it is full

But...

Help me cuz I can't help myself
Destruction has a hold of me
Damaging my body- my health...

the solidarity pain of love lost
cutting deeper than the earths core.
hollow and fearful to...

Life can’t go on
I can’t live
I can barely breath
Without you

I wish you would...

Only breath to calm the soul

Only an overwhelming presence…

Inhale

Let your lungs...

With

Beautiful

Precision

You brutalize my emotions to create open wounds

...

o how the water is cold -

i am swiming with all my might

wather hits my like pins and...