Illness

The signs that come
when you have a cold
a throat sore and hoarse
gargling works you...

Feeling blood coursing through your veins,

Knowing the willingness to fight on remains,

...

Every grisly detail of that day haunts me still

Even now, halting the tears takes all my will...

Transfixed by a clock hanging on the wall

Its relentless movement never to hesitate

Telling...

Transcending, Impending
To A Place, Disconnected From
Emotions and Feelings
Medically...

There's something sinister
Lurking,
Just beneath his innocence.
A flame
So hot...

Goodbye those rebels

Goodbye those hero’s

Those villains in my following

Goodbye to...

I dedicate this to my mom who's going through a lot.
She's had so much pressure on her.
God...

I must break the chains that bind

A path to my salvation I must find

I've let everything...

I can feel it coming
I can feel it coming
My personality has been packed up
In boxes...

I had my first psychotic episode
After moving out from my mother’s home
I’d lived with...

The show will go on

Though I don't know how long

I feel my body weakening

Releasing...