Illness

I had my first psychotic episode
After moving out from my mother’s home
I’d lived with...

The show will go on

Though I don't know how long

I feel my body weakening

Releasing...

The pain I feel, I keep secret.

I will never be able to forget

The suffering I saw in those...

~~After the migraine come the vivid dreams,
Then the clarity of thought
Reality seems more “...

What is it all about ?

Why do I need to shout ?

Why do I feel this way ?

Why is it...

" MY DEMONS ARE COMING TO GET ME !
OR I,M LOOSING MY BLOODY SANITY?
THEY WILL NOT, JUST LET...

Please do not tell me I am pretty because I will scream inside,

that is where you will never...

What does the world look like,

through eyes so blue?

We have seen different things....

~Why illness ?~

This illness
doesn't play fair

Nor abide
A mother's care...

~inside this illness~.

I wonder how many
Are trapped inside a body
Of ill content...

~One step closer~

If I could see it ,
I'd stare it in the face
Of madness

If...

~If I sleep........~

Trapped within
This demon body
only temporary escape
If I...

Hello stonewall,
We meet again, summer sun, Pouring rain '
nothing but the memories of the...

I just feel so broken,

So damaged,

What went wrong with me?

In my head I am a huge...

My head is throbbing
Pain is robbing
This feeling has been here for the past few days
...

I woke up in an unexplained place
It was dark and painful
I could see this brilliant light...

I sit across from her, she is drunk
And trying to hide it
She's ashamed,
As her eyes...