Imperfection

Am I dying
or am I dead?
I can't feel
like I once did.
Nothing makes since...

I look at all these popular people, and i feel embarrassed.

I wake up every morning to get ready...

I seem as though I’m awake, going through all the motions
Acting as if I’m not dying inside,...

Well this is far more interesting than investing in my future.
More exciting than the essay I should...

In a world of perfection,
There's no flaws or exceptions.

Wouldn't that be nice?

But...

Everyone hurts
except no one
is to blame
because no one ever wins
“The blame...

This goodbye has been a long-time coming,
but it's only fair to us both
that I make it....

I doubt if I'll ever be the same again,
after all the problems you gave me .... the angst, the pain...

You don't know what it's like, until it's you,
let's​ take stock here, when things you can not do;...

I consider myself different from the rest, call me gender neutral, I fall under the category of LGBT but...

You really are a brat, you know
More stubborn than anyone I've ever met.
You even fight the...

A flash of white then the endless sound of silence.
The monotone thoughts stir in your subconcious...

Sometimes I feel like a burden.
unwanted, uninvited, undeserving.
Especially to you, you...

Like the torn pages
and ripped ends in the binding
I am draft number 2
my story still...

The blame falls upon the faceless man again.
Every time something goes wrong, he wears the fault...

Sometimes the obvious is true
As when oil floats on water,
Behold the lingering malcontent...

Have you heard of the Elvis impersonator named Trevor
He does a fantastic version of its now or...