Insanity

In our home
dogs rule

Don't get
me
Wrong
I love
The fuckers...

Pain is drastic,
pain is fair.
Even when it's gone,
it's always there.

You come and go,
Like the wind, I would know.
You make me stay,
With words you never...

I'm standing in the supermarket isles
Wondering,

Did I ask for boxes of chocolates the size...

Where to begin?..
The night was a cold sweat
I was seeded..
deep seeded
...

The disillusionment that caved in my confidence
Came in waves like troops counting cadence
...

Sweet Sweating fever
all over the red bed
dripping exclamation a robbery in progress
...

Oscillating silvery threads within golden shreds betwixt my spinning wheel....spiralling circles of...

Well tis that time of year it has come around again.... as you are strolling thru the aisles in the...

Drip...

Tick...

I can feel my mind is slipping slowly from its secret seat of security,...

Trapped In this void,
Can’t fix my mistakes,
Hand shakes as I grab the blade.
Trade...

Concentrate

Away those things, them jagged wings
the staring eyes and painfull stings,...

In these, the finely etched moments of morning
As though through a finely crafted,
Rose-...

The Lazarus effect
Will not be forthcoming
To humanity in its extinction
No miracle...

The washing machine screamed profanities through the open kitchen door
It's language was crude and...

"I'm starting to slowly believe in myself again.
I'm starting to call myself a friend,
...

"I am downright disgusted,
at the monster I became,
abusing drugs,
and being...