Loss

(January 2012)

Today marks the beginning
Of a new year
It would be much better...

I'm silent from the outside but dying from the inside i'm crying, the pain that cannot fade away is like it...

Standing up tall, smart and brave.
Knowing he could soon be in an early grave.
His face...

If you understand this as you read it I feel sorry for you,

It’s so lonely, so isolated, even if...

Jacob started kindergarten Meemaw

I wish you were here to see

It reminds me of when I went...

Have you a personal ocean?

One that's deep, blue, serene.

A personal paradise to escape the...

Three hundred and forty three,

Is really representative of what a number can be,

Could be...

I have a tradition around September 11th that will become clear in the end. I have others I may post in the...

My body's thrust, so forcefully against the cool damp wall.

Sweat dripping from my lips, plummeting...

I didn,t know ? If i,d ever laugh again ?

But.. I smile cos i talk to you all day !

But the...

At first he is coveted

Each morning you watch as he

Rises heavily

Mussy-haired and...

Our love was hourglass sand,
becoming smaller and smaller each day.
I tried to stop the...

You wonder why I’m so confused?

It’s been my mind that you abuse.

Mixing the signals about...

I will be there for your last sunrise.

I will witness the last breath as you close your eyes....

There's no changing destiny,

with beginning there's always end...

That's the way it'll...

Broken, scared and left alone,
The chaos that still resides
Chills me to the bone.

My...