Missing Him

Lost from my world, broken away,
Unseen, never though about,
Nobody asking me to stay,...

I lost my little Chi-Chi boy, in nineteen sixty four;

I’d had him since I was eight years old,...

O'Lord hear my prayer

Help me be strong and guide me against all wrong

Protect the one...

" I sat for a moment, Upon my shelf !
& since then, I can not find my trusty Elf?
It,s...

I wanted you from the start
I wanted your heartbeat
your smile
your kisses
your...

I visit the paths that we once walked, for so many joyous years;

But now I take them all alone, I...

I n the wee hours of the morning, there is music I listen to;

It’s the soundscapes of the “New Age...

That Monday morning you walked with me, just shortly after dawn;

But as the day progressed, you...

" I really dont mean to worry you John !
& i know you aint had nookie for so long !
But,...

Tears from my torn soul

Drip into my broken heart

Sobbing in silence

Lo Ran Zen

Six hundred days now

Since you had to leave my side

Six million tears cried

Lo...

The most perfect vision that one can have, is deemed to be twenty-twenty;

It’s when you can read...

My soul now needs some saving, for its floodgates overflow;

With the tears that it’s been crying,...

My beloved big brother Nico, I miss you so very much;

My life is so much different now, without...

Since the Monday night you went to Heaven, it's been almost two full years;

But every week at...

My soul weeps daily

With sad tears of loneliness

Its core inundates

Lo Ran Zen

Someone a long, long time ago, penned an adage that’s had millenniums run;

It reads, “A coward dies...