Rejection

I am tired
Of listening
To ruminative statements
About how I act
How I am...

I,M ATTRACTED TO YOU, LIKE A MOTH TO A LIGHT
I TRY SO HARD, NOT TO LOVE YOU, WITH ALL MY MITE!...

I COMPLIMENT YOU & YOU INSULT ME !
THAT IS NOT, HOW IT,S MEANT TO BE?
& I,AM IN , NO...

You have a face that reminds of someone I used to know

But this was in a place that was far away...

My mind recalls a void that was left untold,

Confination is not always the answer but who wants...

Though the looking glass brevet of pain, hoping to walk in the sunlight once again.

Bashed...

I
never needed you, but I wanted to.

When
breathing was easy, we were on cloud nine...

It's him, I know it is. He's the reason I dread waking up because the fairytale world of him loving me...

NO I DO NOT WISH
TO SEE HIS TAIL WAG!
OR SEE HIS BACK PAW,S!
OR HIS BLOODY BALL BAG!...

I'm afraid I can't respond to the feelings you've given me. I'm not the ideal girl you expect me to be. My...

He runs not with the pack

He watches only his back

And eats his kills in peace

At...

Her

In her eyes I see hope
In her eyes I see pain
In her eyes I see her soul
...

Can't wait to get out of here.

My feet are tired

My body aches

My stomach churns...

Tossed aside like an ancient relic

Ridiculed by the general public

A minted, rejected fool...

I thought I loved you

I pined for years

Just a smile, an acknowlegement

That was...

I think you thought I was an option

Like you had choices…

I think you thought all you had...