Self Hate

Love is a feeling no one wants too loose.... sure I have loved... but I lost it before I even knew it.. I’...

Tired children walk blindly
Facing demons that seem normal
Depression and anxiety
...

When I was 11, Zebras were my favorite animal
I wondered when I was going to get my stripes
...

I know what I am capable of
I just want to love
Myself
As I pull a book off the...

I want
To hold the knife
I want
to come to life
I want
To leave a slice...

It feels like what is best
I am so stressed
As i listen to the voices in my head
They...

We feel pain, love, hatred, disgust and a host more of emotions,
But of all love is the greatest,...

Is it wrong when your own flesh and blood pushes you down over and over so many times that when they said...

Pretty flower
i want to tear those bible pages into paper hearts
pretty flower
i want...

A little cut
Tearing open my skin
Trying to overcome
The pain from within
Blood...

If I took this knife
and slit my wrist
Would anybody give a fuck?
Would I be missed...

This cold numbness
Has given relief to my pain
No more feeling
No more blame

A...

In her eyes lies darkness,
in her smile there's fear.
Her heart is made from poisons,
...

How can I truly love myself

If I've pushed part of me away

If I neglected, rejected her...

More money that comes
More money that goes
He tries to keep up
But is overexposed...

I am not important
as I was not
written by you
The thoughts given
of me
...