Self Hate

I ate em'
to death,
In courses streamed
breakfasts'
lunches and dinners....

I just wanna die

i hate my life

I always cry

I'm gonna pick up a knife

no...

I'll never share my food

Just let me be fat

Let everyone make fun of my weight

...

Your sadness, poison, little sprite
Is this all you've got
Spinning gnarly webs, through...

My body is not a cage.
My body is not something you can have.
I am not an inanimate object...

Love them when they are broken,
Love them when they are whole,
Love them for their mind,...

I try to silence them
By keeping busy
Running around in circles
getting pretty dizzy...

The one I hate is always near. the one I hate has no fear. the one I hate will never bare the fact that he...

I hate myself some days
In oh so many ways
I can’t stand who I am
I feel the anger and...

My life has always been fixed on the preconceived notion
I can not be weak
With eyes stapled...

Let me open up
So you can see inside
I'll show you all the things
I regrettable hide...

Screaming on the inside to let my feelings out.
Smiling on the outside to let my friends out....

His life is fucked up

If you could see inside his head

You’d understand why he bled...

I wonder if you'll feed me today
Or look in the mirror
and not look away
You used to...

It's a five letter word,
Yet it holds so much promise,
so much hope and so much fear....

Wake up

If that's what this is.

Feeling groggy, ash mouth, vomit in my hair.

Roll...

I lay down in fear afraid to be loved.

I can't love myself, what's the point in love.

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