Addiction

I'm calling..
I hope you pick up..
I couldn't blame you..
After all the times I messed...

My mind is pounding and pumping against my head
Trying to break free from the painful dread
...

Even if you tried / you won't succeed / for all the times I've lied / for all my moments of greed /...

My life is a book with filled with blank pages
Instead of chapters I go thru stages
The title...

Yesterday was a right mess
to you I will all address
The abuse I suffered that day
To...

"Down and down,
I would descend,
and I made,
so many fake,
good friends,...

I am weary of typing all day.
only to have this tablet wipe it
all away.
Damn it this...

"Did you find,
the answer desired,
traipsing around,
in the devil's fire?

Did...

"Oh the utter daftness,
of we,
to think we know better,
than The Creator of The...

"Do you think drugs,
will mend,
that aching heart?
Well I'll tell you,
my...

his velvet jacket
cost a packet
but couldn't hack it
When,
asked where one...

"Tell that lying devil,
not today!
For he may come with temptation,
but Jesus will...

Words flow like worms
Swept along in the silt
Of murky river beds
No match for the...

"When I make plans,
Jesus has others,
to help save,
my lost sisters and brothers,...