Battle

The face of a chronic illness
Is my face half the day
All of my day
My keeping it away...

I have kept my mind in a box
A box full of uncertainty, questions and hopelessness

A box...

meandering was the sky above me"
and I wander"
Falling for its air,
for it felt'...

Every word she spoke twitched at the corners of her lips.
Every expression left unanswered...

They hung us up in crusifixtion style
After the battle for existence, which was wild
Those...

The spaces
How empty,
They reject"
The fillers"
Of plenty.

All lonely...

You always seemed so nice well to my face at least
I once thought you where in my corner fighting...

Freedom from onset of pervasive gloom
(attendant with profusely perspiring palms,
hut tree...

I think I need to see someone. Hoping if they have a cure for me. A cure for this undiagnosed unreadable...

Some medal ribbons from Vietnam,
A four-wheel drive and a caravan.
His roaming travels never...

I come from the land of saints and scholars
But into the depths of hell I wonder
My fear is...

Back again,
​​​​​​Oh so soon,
An act that couldn't be true,
Who were you trying to...

They rolled like the thunder companions of the wind , the Seethe and the slaughter , the damned become...

Inviting wind midst blood and regret,
Shakes bough and scatters cherry blossom floret.
...

Wet faced and alone Is this really how it’s supposed to be
No yet I’m sat alone even though those I...

Soaking up surreal scenery
I stroll God’s countryside each day
A couple of miles covered...