Conflict

Even in my imagination you always walking over
The thought of your absence makes my heart beat...

I'm afraid
I'm afraid of loving somebody
he might be scared off by the real me
he...

I'm a empty shell of the girl I used to be
hiding in her shadow
hearing her talking to me...

"with the fruit of a man's mouth his stomach will be satisfied…"

through his unskinned belly as...

A barbarous evening last night
No pilot at the controls
Artificially induced Insomnia...

Goodbye for now it's time I was going
Don't want to see those tears flowing
Reaching the...

I can't tell it to anyone,but I'm scared of having regrets.
Trying to keep this strong figure that I...

Say goodbye.

I know it's the last time I see you, so let's not make things harder.
Put...

In my intoxicated sway, I’m caught leaning over this crystal glass!
Glaring deep into her seductive...

We are James, Pauls and Johns,
We are Marys, Jens and Juans,
We are Avas, Beths and Claras,...

I build brick like bridges to plaster
Over bruises.
An architect for destruction.

...

it"s impossible that sitting here
reflecting and wondering
how and when we went so wrong...

I’m under attack trying to dodge
knives being thrown at my back.
When one hits it’s sharp...

Betwixt drunken lack of haste and lark,
merriment few and far between,
Bitter tongue spews...

Can you say
you will stay
by my side,
Will you promise?

And to not
...

I read between the lines when we discuss the depths of our futures
no not together
we aren’t...

I left my home of loud silence
Done with violence
Conjuring dystopia
Unknowingly...