Darkness

She gently handed him the silver spangled goblet
It glistened under the brightness of the moon...

I lie in bed,
thoughts running through my head.
It's a tough night tonight,
impatient...

Most salient benefit
anorexia nervosa wrought
excerpt, qua gut tease
burg address er...

Scars that don't heal......deep dark demons inside that eat you alive as even when you sleep they come...

I saw a red scar
in the sky

a big scarlet eye
beyond the crumbling clouds

and...

I see everything
But I do not feel anything
I feel no joy
I only feel pain
For...

Line the eye with truth be told,
For the door of mine has turned cold,
But the bold colour of...

I seek an end

Not to life

But through the darkness

It’s so thick that I can’t...

My brain
is a jumble,
one full of confusion
and hatred.

Darkness and despair...

Left with nowhere to go
Still alive as my blood does flow
Feeling like a fool
Life is...

It is a
burning bundle that
my rotten bowels
are feeding.

A white-hot needle...

I was born and nearly died
Doctors answered when I cried
But it was not a cry, it was a howl...

Can't comprehend,
can't understand,
the whirl of thoughts
that burden me.

Why...

There is a futility to retreating,
sidestepping,
backtracking and evading,
ducking and...

There's this darkness trying to take over me but there's also a light too, guiding me away from my darkest...