Darkness

There is a futility to retreating,
sidestepping,
backtracking and evading,
ducking and...

There's this darkness trying to take over me but there's also a light too, guiding me away from my darkest...

——The Devil Came to Church Today~~>


The devil came to church today, he swooped...

I feel the pain deep inside
Buried deep I try to hide behind fake friends
and all the lies...

I'm scared of slipping back
into the depression I once felt
I'm terrified of returning...

Darkened shades of misty grey
Wavering westwards from the sea
Thunder-clapped cloudy skies...

Often I contemplate death
Casting my gaze
Unto the stars.

Searching for my place,...

Come and see, what pleasures we bring you thee,
From flowers to joyful hours filled with towers of...

I spent my life in the shadows
Quietly creeping around
Trying to be invisible
And...

I woke up this morning feeling Blue
My head felt so heavy
I had the thinking Blues

I...

I'm to broken for your love, Im cousumed by my fears and all the tears that ran down my face, scared that...

Bravely battled bouts of berated bullied boldness Balance bigoted belowing blows with bouyant blazing...

Flourishing faining feen...
Fortified future failure...
Fictitiously forming freedom......

Numb, the tingle in my veins
Dumb, like rain on a sunny day
Rise, I try to tell myself to do...

My tears are liquid gold, so bold and precious
Is that what you think?
I don't see it that...

I've been drinking and a smoking
And a playing the Blues
Dancing in the Moonlight
In...

What are we,
just suffering souls?
What do we know,
just pain alone?
You can't...