Despair

I don't believe
I would like myself
If I met me
For you see
I'm bland

I...

My siren lies in dark, but i hear her all the time.
She beckons me come to her and she'll ignore my...

Dark memories, dark feelings and dark thoughts.
My world has become a prison of dark ess.
...

From the bitter sweven,
awake tonight - I lie;

Meseems, thee sky singin' a gardyloo,...

My life is built on the way a parasite flies
how a city says that I am condemned
I tried to...

This sickness etched into me,
my frail mind mourns.

So eloquent you are to those you need,...

Not accepting this news, out of love, out of fear,
I wanted to see you, then, I'd be clear.
...

Desolate wind, an icy chill; All stood still when December cried. Seasons did end, the pain was real; Numb...

"Nothing ever happened,
while in the grips of addiction,
except for my decay,
that...

In terms of life, I sunk to lowest form,
and all about, my glory came to naught,
for God had...

The Never Ending Love

I always pictured us holding hands
together wherever we were.
...

Christmas films on the tv
Is there really any need?
Fair enough we enjoy them
...

If your face fits you're cherished,
In gods hands we're privileged?
Please, there's still a...

As I see you lying in your hospital bed
An interesting thought popped into my head
How on...

Echo my darkened desire,
Pierce my aching veil,
Surrender?
Breathe?
Time;...

Give me a chill pill ?

I wish I didn’t stress
If only I was calm
Then I’d be so very...

Grrrrrr Problems

Im getting rather fedup
Got no internet you see
Got no hot water...