Despair

17/05/2021
What do you see,
When you look upon me?

What do you see,
When you...

Daylight
Warm my skin
Within this empty vessel
Which wrestles
With a conscience...

All my torments
came to haunt,
its glamour so bright
to be blinding.
These...

I wanted to express my heart
What it felt deep down inside
My words refused to be spoken...

11/04/2021

20 Years of Change

I hate waking up each day in pain.

Yet love...

In the silence of my abode
The tv sounds
Make white noise

Breaking my every thought...

I set out to find myself after losing her
All I found was more heartache
So I chose to lose...

Who am I

A fool

Who
Selfishly
Wears the
Color black

Self...

1

The sun sets in the stomach of the night,
the air was thick that day, so very thick,...

I know it was right to leave
But I miss you so damn much
Sometimes I feel a lot better...

Whiter than white,
Purer than snow.
A virginal saint,
You'd like to know.

...

I can understand your pain
I know the cloud you mean
The one that takes control
Feel...

Sentimental tears of happiness
Waterworks wept from woe
So many reasons for these Emotions...

Floating above the realms of reality
Can't agree to this warped normality
Can't express to...

My heart is full of sorrow
I’ll grieve for you until the end of time
It hurts so much...

People say I'm crazy.
But I haven't the time.
What time is it?
Been living down here...

I hate the pain that you bring
The hateful words that you sing
Today I felt like I did before...