Helpless

When your heads messed up and you don't know what to do, don't do nothing stupid just try to think things...

empty spaces you make
shoving to the side
behind doors in cupboards
drop in a bag...

These thoughts,
I do not want to think
and yet,
I think these thoughts regardless....

There is something in me that controls my life. It is not an addiction to a substance or a goal I am in...

No one knows what's going on,
But no one cares either
The only friend that I confide in...

I don't understand how to love myself
When I hate my self so deeply
Constantly letting people...

You had lips like soft pink petals and fingertips like long sharp thorns.
You always told me you...

All i see from above is your eyes
Look to the sun above the skies
I know im not alive but i...

She used my words against me
When she read between the lines
Fabricated feelings
...

There is a hole inside of me that is unfillible ....
No amount of love can fill it to the top...

If I had a choice
I'd turn back the hands of time
To the day she fell ill
I'd grant...

Us kids really had an amazing childhood

And every memory we have growing up in that house was good...

Addiction, you have sent me reeling,
headlong over feet
I sneak around and lie for you,...

All you hear is laughter. No one's laughing at your jokes,your the joke.

You can't do anything...

I am small

I do not mean I am short

I mean

I am small

I am like a snowflake...

Sometimes I feel so alone.

I feel lost I feel gone.

I try so hard to get away from the hurt...

I want to tell you what I did today Who I met and where I went About the new dress I bought How much I...