Innerstruggle

Imagine no negative thoughts none at all...

One day at a time right?

I need help with my...

I have been fixated on things that have no value
I have been so critical
Overly sharp
...

My own head a war zone,
Myself an enemy, A killer that I face, My own mind trying to murder me,...

My thoughts are dark, as I sit alone late into the night,
I wish I could stop it all,
The...

I lay asleep
while you
thumb through
the pages
I call art

I dream...

Wrists open seeping blood, tears wept causing floods.

Death comes slow, waiting for sleep,...

17/01/2022
Finally here....

Well I’ve been waiting 2 years or so,

For respitory...

01/11/2020
What would you do?

What would you do?
If your mum and dad were downstairs...

Those crimson tides
rise
Like fireworks in
July
Whose sharp sparks
...

I see now! I'm going to be the tail of the kite!
In many different ways, I would begin to take...

Nothing is more acceptable
Nor have I found anything more beneficial
In this entire world...

Zoplicone zeds
For artificial dreams
Early alarm clocks
Robotic regimes

The...

Am I simply to be, the pawn of all pawns
To take the small steps, and to never truly see
The...

Candles are cheerfully glowing thru the windows shining bright
Such a welcoming invitation
...

You wanna know how to tell if you love someone?
I know how to tell.
The way you can tell if...

I am a vigilante, in my own life's story
Taking aim at myself, denying myself glory
...

Bewildered
Mind fragmented
With copious amounts of fatuous words

Unhinged dreams...