Innerstruggle

I have been fixated on things that have no value
I have been so critical
Overly sharp
...

My own head a war zone,
Myself an enemy, A killer that I face, My own mind trying to murder me,...

My thoughts are dark, as I sit alone late into the night,
I wish I could stop it all,
The...

I lay asleep
while you
thumb through
the pages
I call art

I dream...

Wrists open seeping blood, tears wept causing floods.

Death comes slow, waiting for sleep,...

17/01/2022
Finally here....

Well I’ve been waiting 2 years or so,

For respitory...

01/11/2020
What would you do?

What would you do?
If your mum and dad were downstairs...

Those crimson tides
rise
Like fireworks in
July
Whose sharp sparks
...

I see now! I'm going to be the tail of the kite!
In many different ways, I would begin to take...

Nothing is more acceptable
Nor have I found anything more beneficial
In this entire world...

Zoplicone zeds
For artificial dreams
Early alarm clocks
Robotic regimes

The...

Am I simply to be, the pawn of all pawns
To take the small steps, and to never truly see
The...

Candles are cheerfully glowing thru the windows shining bright
Such a welcoming invitation
...

You wanna know how to tell if you love someone?
I know how to tell.
The way you can tell if...

I am a vigilante, in my own life's story
Taking aim at myself, denying myself glory
...

Bewildered
Mind fragmented
With copious amounts of fatuous words

Unhinged dreams...

Close possessions from heavens own doors
Ignore my languished sorrows
Instead I am drawn into...