Loss

I peel myself from my bed
Rotten chewing gum on a path
And smear my face with make up
...

Have you ever thought what it's like being number two
Knowing you will never be number one in...

ek qafla mai shamil hu aur jaye jaa raha hu
la maqsad hu fir bhi talash-e-manzil ko ja raha hu...

As I watch the candle in my room
Lick the air with its soft flame
I think of our life, as it...

Once there was hope in the light up above,
soft, bright and fleeting, a beacon of love,
Once...

It was just seventeen years ago, when we shared Christmas for the first time;
You were a puppy,...

It’s been exactly five hundred days, since we lost our Cody dear;
But it seems like “Half A...

In this house that was once a home
Now empty and a derelict zone
Full of cobwebs and sad...

She's so scared of letters in grey envelopes, oh dear.
She knows they never bring any good news…...

She brings all seasons in one day
her heart-beat lives alone
she’s summer heat and winter...

Photo of Nico and Cody with Santa Claus December 2004
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Oh our precious little boy, boys,...

Get out of my heart,
Get out of my mind,
Its time I forgot you,
One last time,
...

It's hard for her to think of them as human until one of them dies

Until one of them cries for the...

I'm lost - you left me -
why did you pass me by
I need your leadership
your love -...