Pain

What sudden impermanence
Doth quake
Through the pain
Of the accumulated
Fears...

Sitting looking at the wall,
My mind is a blank,
To tired to think,
To tired to care...

Melting ice in a whiskey glass,
Oscillated rings slowly pass.
Maddening silence, impending...

​​​​​​ Flailing under godless skies, I grasp
My souls cry only heard in rolling thunder
...

Listen to my heart.
Barely beating.
Look at my collapsed lungs.
Hardly breathing....

Words become sentences
Sentences can become statements
Or whispered prayers
We can...

Build a wall round and round,
brick by brick,

piece by piece,

fill the cracks with...

Listen to my voice as it pulsates through your veins
You never allowed your child to see the light...

The end has come for me today
so I must say good-bye
It may be hard to understand
but...

Observing scratches atop a writers’ desk
Pages torn and faded into excess
A horrendous call...

Susceptible to solitude, everybody needs to be jealous.
Tired of being ridiculed, they pray for a...

Through the macadam splinters venture
Splitting from a whole
Crumbling piece by piece
...

At the mercy,
Of the throne.

I beg not;
Thy cruelest pains
‘Er beneath
...

Procrastinating perseverance of a vigorous disease
The lion lies bound as the owner grieves
...

Mentally and physically abused,
Isolated from family and friends,
Being told "you've nowhere...

Pain has sought shelter
in my heart,
In my mind.
I wonder
how long i can hold...

They say "Time Heals all Wounds". If so, why do I still feel 20 years of hurt and pain? From the trauma,...