Suffering

Den gnagde på mina nerver igen igår
Så av mig är det är inte mycket kvar
Mest ben och hår...

Upon the occasion of our
meeting
the same old man again
on his way
down from...

When you came around, I went missing. When you became less vocal and more violent, I became less interested...

Just write.

How hard can it be

just write
just write
just write
just...

The only thing that lasts is control
Control over food

Even if its hard

I can never...

Those tongues cut me deeper than knives
Peeling me slowly, lacerating
Stop looking at me with...

All roads, by all means,
just to flee home,
to flee from this fear of war
my mother...

Through eyes of child
Battered and defiled
How does war justify?
Hard lessons...

Wanting to be big, to be better,
or best, to be noticed,
looked up to, respected, revered...

S.A.D.

Sex
Alcohol
Drugs

S. Your insecurities make you feel unworthy, so you...

Uncle rapped me.

The door was not locked,
but I failed to escape.
I was young, I was...

Did you discover my fake smile
smiling at you, while crying at the same time.
A god's gift...

Kick me, trample me, crush my bones and legs
As long as you say that you love me

I’ll praise...

Insufferable silence
Leaves the mind derelict of all thoughts
Suspended in motion...
...

Whether it’s sadistic
or masochistic
My brain is parasitic
my greatest critic
...

Behold suffering!
Thou doth not suffer in vain!
Ponder the journey.

The weary lift lead laden feet -
To creep woefully through broken sleep
Never to rest
...