Caged

I hear you - I'm not totally immune, like my son,
you could hear his world coming full of tinkly fun...

sleeping with the enemy
is like fucking with strangers yet
in a vast but familiar bed...

​​​​​In the depths of the ocean blue,
Lived a little fish, so sad and so true.
It swam in...

You asked me if I'm okay
I want to scream and shout no I'm destroying myself from the inside
...

W hy me?
H e asks?
O nly silence.
L ost, confused.
E asily discouraged....

I wear the rainbow because I do not want this skin
broken puddles lie asleep amongst all those...

4)Death anxiously awaits for the door to be opened as you pretend you cannot hear it's continuos knocking...

I am angry
but this time not at myself
I am angry at what’s going on around me
I am...

I am lock tho I am key .
every tumble every catch until combinations unlocks this chi in me ....

So you won’t go away
Your sitting on my back
Your shouting out that beauty that was once to...

I lost my spirit
I just wasn’t in it
Thought a lot
A lot of hate and such
Hate...

Like eyes staring out through glass
Watching life unfold, blinking
Like it’s all filtered...

17/01/2022
Finally here....

Well I’ve been waiting 2 years or so,

For respitory...

I keep it with me always
My little locked bottle
In my pocket, where it stays
until...

Settlers stand on salty shores. Kissing the ground. Shaking hands. Applause.
A new life. A new...

Kidnapped from birth
no ransom letter left
hostage to this life

Missing since day one...

It's when I'm alone that I feel worst,
so I go to therapy.
And when I start talking is when I...