Deceit

I hate to say I told you so but you wouldn't listen to me.
And your so called girlfriend went on a...

Dear Diary,
I'm calling again. The forbidden number that she left...
hidden under ashes of...

I stood at the gates
Guards in my way
When I peered through
She shined the darkness...

It is not there to be seen
Outwardly calm
Gliding through life
Exuding such charm...

-Can you love me one more day?:
(My original poem below.)
There’s so many things I want to...

You took my kindness as a weakness..
That was your first mistake!
Don't think you can take me...

When I was just a teen, a young girl on the brink,
I didn’t know where I belonged, and slowly I...

Skimming the surface of whats underneath...
The ugliness below full of secrets you keep.
...

The mirror lies, can’t empathise
and never will apologise
for what you hide behind your eyes...

Always having a answer
is that how it happened?
The desire to please became a mental disease...

How living behind the walls overrun me , I hear your words but they can't penetrate my beating timer...

Another cunning morning wakes me
Promising sunshine and giving thick dark skies
Tears,...

Walking threw as a thief in the night
this "Diva Bitch "was an attractive sight
Snakish hips...

How can you ask me to believe you
With lips that so often lie?
How can you ask me to trust in...

What if I told you that light was night and dark was day?
That we are being told to believe its not...

This room, a field of shattered daisies
Stalks of withered doubt break in the breeze
Wishing...

I am tired of preforming
Trying to impress you
Doing all the things
You want me to do...