Depression

Have you ever created an alter ego? Put on a front for so long?
People believe that they know you...

I live my life a product,
of a dream I've left behind
I breathe the air of constant pain,...

Oh! But to hope, one day, to belong in some place.
Or pray, perchance, to get ahead in this race....

All of these thoughts,
running through my mind,
Feeling like I'm trapped,
trying to...

Hands up , Eyes cast down
Can we just end this nightmare year now
Except its going to run...

There are a thousand things I want to do
all I seem able to is sit
stare at my phone with...

You sank me,
but I am still alive.
There is still breath in my lungs.
Because I built...

These haunted dreams which I've held dear
are etched within my mind
Which remind me of those...

The trap of the mind,
Hunters caged prey,

Stuck in a wasps nest,
Like a needle in hay...

Loneliness clings to the air like an old friend, a comfortable longing sets in; one she has felt all too...

It's there. Can you feel it? Creeping in?
It makes you whimper; you don't want it there.
It's...

It's an ache.
An insatiable itch.
A double edged release.
The leaves sweet crimson...

My mind is splitting and breaking.
My head is at war with itself.
My emotions are being left...

Mentally I am a wreck, drowning in the sea of tears,
The sea fulfilled with the taste of salt , I...

Today began as many do
a waste of precious breath
Have I the strength to see it through...

Though agonies of memories past
entreat within my mind
I struggle with the pleas of self...

I have worn the night.
I've watched Selene
drive her chariot
across the edge of heaven...