Desperation

One of the affections truly disposed
Is envy
With vehement wishes
Coming so easily to...

Relax now, as you're drifting to sleep
Rest your eyes now, you're here with me
No more long...

It was too heavy

We walked through

The jungle carrying it

with both arms and backs...

QUICK MATE RUN LIKE HELL
CANT YOU HEAR THE BLOODY BELL?
THERE,S A NUTTER ON THE LOOSE
...

WHAT A BEAUTY-HEAD I AM!
I CANT EVEN READ THIS PLAN ?
FUCK KNOW,S WHERE I BLOODY AM ?
...

QUICK OUT OF THE BLOODY WAY !
I,LL NEVER MAKE IT , TO THE LITTER TRAY!
I,VE GOT TO HOLD...

Another day I’ve painted my hands the happy color.

Another day I’ve held in a scream.

What...

I am always givin up on sumthin, cuz I'm always down an strugglin, all I wanted is ur lovin, maybe jus to...

For everything I had gained,

I then lost

everything i had lost

it all seemed to...

Like the silver ocean

You melted into her.

Devoured by her

Fathomless black eyes...

PACK UP YA TROUBLES IN
YOUR OLE SUIT-CASE!
TRY & PACK YOURSELF INTO IT TO
IF YOUR...

Every fight,
Every tear,

Drifts me further away from the light,
I can no longer see...

Perhaps watching me sit and bleed isn’t easy
Had you taken two seconds to hear and believe me...

I BET YOU,VE NEVER SEEN !
A PAIR QUITE LIKE THIS !
SWOLLEN AS FUCK
& FULL TO...

why can't you see me?

why am i invisible to you?

am i nothing?

am i worthless?...

I know my voice is not often heard in heaven
You know I'm always ready for sleep, by seven
...

MY HEAD IS SO OVER LOADED
TO MANY PEOPLE IN IT..WHO HAVE GOADED!
MY NERVES ARE FRAYED!...