Innerstruggle

How am I supposed to tell the person I love most in the world that I want to die?

How am I to look...

In the blink of my childhood eye
Forty three years has passed me by
School days I played...

Is it him or could it be me,
should my eyes believe what they see.
if you are who i think...

Oh how I really wish I loved football
Alas it’s a sport I just don’t ‘get’ at all
Miniature...

All I sea are coloured people;
starry Knights and marbled Danes,
copper Rhodesians and gold...

Crisp, clean cotton sheets smelling of red wine
Oh why do you have to drink
Husband of mine...

A warm bath to suffocate reality
A cold shower to freeze time
Candles lit to bring me peace...

I’m not a fussy eater
Everything edible is good
Infact there’s hardly anything
That I...

Consciousness beats
Like a drum
Like my pulse
Like my heart
In rhythm
In...

Did you have a little dimple in the middle of your chin ?
Now come to think of it yes you did it...

Dumbfounded amidst the depth of camouflaged confusion
Zero visibility was a foregone conclusion...

I'm a member of the hard knocks class
I wish these difficult days would disappear and pass
...

In a fetal pose
Alone at night
I cry,
Alone at times
I hear,
The voices...

Conned by currency
Lured in gently
Hours wasted generously...
I am full time employed...

If we could step inside our shadow
Hide until the morning light
We could run away from...

"Darkness becomes me"
Mirror, mirror, on the wall....
Who's the darkest of them all?...

She is walking in the shadows of her Mother
Tho it’s bygone years since they met
Yet it...