Loss

I'm melting across a page
Every word dramatic
As if presented on a stage
And i wish i...

Where the meadows forgot to grow their flowers
Where the sun chose never to rise
Where wishes...

A burden in the afternoon
like lightning in the dark
and when the night stars disappeared...

Happy Thanksgiving our precious Angels, it’s now been seven years;
Since we all shared it together...

My heart dances through a darkened pit of fire
For I’m losing family and friends as their clocks...

Speaking through heartache
Releasing tears
How can I let go
Of the man I've loved for...

Don’t tell me that love’s never wasted,
there’s always a little remains,
that love never dies...

It is poetic in a sense…
The day I bought you home I placed you in your pet carrier with a fluffy...

my teeth hit the rope,
pulling death by the neck,
i am strangling,
feeling breathless...

Look at you our precious Angels, eight years ago this day;
At a Happy Halloween party, we took you...

Recollections

It is not always easy
to remember
But so much harder
to forget...

Erasure,
how you pave a path,
to cut through
the unwanted spew
and aftermath....

Have you ever lost
Something so dear
That it felt as if part
Of you was missing?...

The red hot flames of losing you
Would sear my soul unjustly
To receive such a wound
...

No white and black
No right or wrong
There was only one winner
And they made it into a...

We were young & captured by loves first glance
Explored love & fantasy, of each others...

I brood upon such moments,
Of recollections colourful, tainted sad.
Or daydreams dreamed...