Self Hate

I’m just an ordinary girl.. she thinks to herself, yet I don’t ever wanna be left on a lonely shelf.....

My Old Diary.
I don't wear tight tops.
Cos I hate the way my body looks, so I cover it in...

Body.

I say, I have a voice,
they say, no, you have teeth,
that aren't white,...

When it stings
it's the best letting yesterdays blade rest
Self-destruction comes with no...

Other people talk
other people walk
they go insane remembering forgotten games
other...

"In my blurry past,
I developed a mask,
to apply securely to my face,
for every single...

Is my living in Vain

Is the color of my skin in vain
Is the texture of my hair in vain...

unfinished life, Unfinished life
why do you wave like the forgotten tall grass
so many spilt...

A vapor of grapefruit color flowers
decorated the vomited frown
She crawled outside the...

There are two bathrooms
in the nurse’s office in the
local high school.
In one...

through my whole life
I have been abused,
used and torn apart.
hated, hurt and thrown...

Hey daddy did you even love me.
Are you even sorry for losing me.
I spent everyday with no...

My life has been a desert pitted with storms in tea cups
like an obstacle course where one wrong...

Hell’ bells I hate football
Tho I really wish that wasn’t true
I just don’t get it at all...

Im so jealous and envious of all the things a cannot do
I look at you and see all this talent...

The world was young, the mountains green
the view was beautiful, guite a scene
little was...